listening to the
shout to the Lord now-

thinking of what
feesyltinglelucyzhouandjess
must be doing now =)
hope church was as good as last week-

mountains bow down and the seas will roar
at the sound of your name ^^

the lightning rod always points
upwards
in hope that-
even if it has a mere chance-
a one in a million chance-
of reuniting just for a second
with the lightning blast that in
one stroke
indescribably
sent so many shivers down its spine
that one moment that lasts for near
a lifetime =)

a fish cannot fly and a bird cannot swim.

a mime does not need words to say

the feelings within.

and i have control over all that i ve been.

He was one of royal stature and aura-
Crown prince of chiselled beauty
and wealth entwined.

She was the queen of Hellish fires-
Poison and pure Darkness divine.

With a dark plot of sorcery
she cast a spell-
when he was still in deep rest
where ancient evils and Death had dwelled
she transformed him
diminished him
tortured and scarred him
took away everything that he possessed
so that-

''cruel cruel queen- He is now yours''

when fantasy is stirred into
reality-
what else would you except besides
a redox reaction
an oxidation and reduction affecting
the oxidation states and elements of each other
-all in a single combustion
resulting in anything
but
a
neutralisation.

i will be a BIG person cuz
BIG PEOPLE
can feel the BIG LOVE of GOD!!
yayys! =)

oohlalas-
whattosaywhattosayy...
oh!
i bet you never knew the ending of this line-

Great minds think alike-
but fools hardly differ. =)

and guess which one i 'll be? ^^

should i be feeling
confusedfrightenedandafraid?

orworriedandapphrehensive?

tofleeandsurrenderall?

but instead, i ve never felt so alive =)

went out to bugis with pris and rev
-finally got to see the famous bras besarh!
i dont know what its spelt like
but it looks better this way =)
and got an amath ten year series for 3 bucks!
iLOVEthatplace. ^^
also checked out some lovely little artsy shoppes
so cyute! they had little mini roses
in a soothing green and multi-coloured silk ropes!
jet'adore. =)
iamSOgoingbackthere ^^
then we went to THE National Library!
it was a building made to intimidate alright
it was full of complicated designs and
when you step into the entrance-
you feel such an overpowering sense of
peace
probably from the football-arena wide space
and flowing red and black drapes
swishing in the breeze from the three storey high ceiling.
and then was a blissfully uninterrupted 3 hrs spent
in there -
sweet isolated silence.
i have been so deprived of the wonders of bugis-
but
never again!

i feel like singing-
the area around mohammed sultan is
so cool- the architecture is brilliant!
goodnesss.
where has it been in my fifteen years?
this is SINGAPORE we re talking about,
after all. =)
my intellectual soul was practically dying for
one of those cute little english book cafes-
sophisticated is the word, no? =)
-so impressed! ^^

anewaes.
todae i went back to tuition-
and it felt exactly the same.
as if i knew it would be =) ah nostaglia.

and then i went and did cip in the hosp.
with my dear friend ^^
it was quite an insight to the stacks of
work the administrative staff had to do-
and rather fascinating. =)

then we walked-
breeze rippling through our hair-
swishing leaves around us, discussing matters of
significance,strolling into the slow sunset.

todaywasagoodday =)
but tomorrow will be better- ^^

itseveryteenagestudentsdreamcometrue
to be the top student of SINGAPORE
fortheolevels.

andshedidit. shereallydidit!
sodarnproud. =)

thetensionaroundwasindescribable
it was so overwhelming-
aliensfromouterspacewouldbeableto
detectourbrainwaves, noproblem =)

happyforamoment
without reason or rhyme
wishingtobelikethis
till the non-existence of time ^^

suchanart.

thesmoothstrokes,thestrengthwithintheweak
thetensionbroilingunderthecalmfacadeofthe
competitors,adrenalinepumping,emotionssoaring-

suchisprofessionaltennis.

and i realised i have molted, shed the skin of who
i thought i used to be, circumstances of life
have made me so, for me to adapt better to my
environment, my surroundings-
and yet not all is gone.
i am able to summon it all back again,
slipping back into the skin i have put aside.
it still fits well. =)

after borrowing a book, a thin simple looking novel
on why Leonardo Da Vinci drew
Mona Lisa-
the second wife of an unimportant merchant
when influential dukes and royal kings
were demanding for paintings by his hand?

truly inspirational and enlightening-

of course, it led me to a series of questions
and many sudden perceptions unknown prior
to my read.
namely, it is easy to observe and comment
but how simple is it to judge ourselves?

why do people only like to listen to things they
want to hear?

we were given brains and hands- tools to imagine
and create, but are we able to define ourselves into
being truly cultured, near-perfect beings?

that the very hope of evolving ourselves to
be better, that along the way, we lose our sense
of righteousness and intergrity, yet gain wealth and fame
through unfair methods?

what do we truly seek?
why are we constantly seeking?

and i do not have the answers.

iwanttobein
fantasyland. ^^

ihaveanewtheory-
youselfdestructtohelpothers
butyoucommitsuicidetohelpyourself.

itsthecutest.
thethreeofthemcompletely
lineupinaneatroleofsomething.
just my luck.